Im so UNHAPPY NOW ):

Im so tired and down. Feel like walking out of this house. Why should i do so many things. Why should i get order by her where i should sleep. IS HER DAUGHTER NOT MINE. You can go out in the middle of the nite then come back. Then look after awhile of your daughter den wake mi up take kare of your daughter. IM NOT A MAID.

Ya your're preg so... Mean i have to look after for always. Preg still can go out so late. then come back in the morning sleep say tired wanna mi look after. THEN I NOT TIRED MEH. Even i go out also got time to come back home. You will always expect mi to come back early to look after your daughter then u stay inside room talk on the phone. Im not a porbation-er. I have moi freedom. Why must i give up my freedom just for you. Your're not moi who onli SIL. So what, mean i have to do everything for you. Even im not feeling well, i still have to look after. I didnt get any pay by you to look after your daughter OK.

Feel like going back to moi mummy place to stay till she move out. Even my MIL also never give mi any time restint to be home or what. Then why must you so selfish. Daughter is yours not mine lei. I just keeping quiet that i didnt wanna say anything out. Tell moi hubby, i scare he quarrel with you. Tell MIL she will say bear till you got your own flat. When when when. Shortest time is 3months to 6months, longest time is 1 to 2 years. How am i going to tahan.


I CANT LE. I WANNA MY FREEDOM BACK. I dun wan anyone order mi to sleep where, to do this do that for the sick that JIALING IS NOT MOI DAUGHTER. EVEN AS A AUNT OF JIALING, I DUN THINK I HAVE TO DO THOSE THINGS THAT HER OWN MOTHER HAVE TO DO DE. 1 RO 2 TIME IS ALRIGHT. BUT NOW IS THAT IS ALWAYS. IM SCARE WHENEVER I WAS SLEEPING, & WHENEVEN IT COME TO THE MONRING, I WILL SCARE SHE WILL KNOCK MOI ROOM DOOR & WAKE MI UP TO LOOK AFTER HER DAUGHTER. I FEEL LIKE MY SLEEP IS A VERI SCARELY THINGS TO MI NOW.


ANYONE CAN TEACH MI WHAT TO DO NOW? ):

I wont be at home & using computer this few days as im going chalet. So anything tag mi or important things can call my hubby phone to find mi. As for tag i will reply when i come back from chalet (:

Take kare my Friends (:








She's mi & moi hubby de precious dog name Coco. We love her (:

Survey from ; MeiTing, XiaoMei

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- Forehead

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- Still tired

3.Who was the last person you took photo with?
- Hubby & Precious Xuan

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Erm I think so ba LOL

5. Would you ever donate blood?
-Depend (:

6. Have you ever has a best friend who was the opposite sex.
- Yes

7. Do you want someone dead?
- Dun think so (:

8.What does your last message says?
- Erm forget le mummy sent de (:

9. What are you thinking right now?
- Miss hubby (:

10.Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Yeap (:

11.What is the time you go to bed last night?
- 10pm plus ba...

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Forget le (:

13. Is someone on your mind?
- Yesh

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- Muumy

15. Tag 10 Random people to do this survey:

1. QiuQiu
2. TiaoLi
3. Shiyu
4. Auda
5. XueLi
6. Chrislin
7. XinCen
8. Diana
9. YanLing
10. Ying

16.Who is no. 2 having realationship with?
- Noone

17. Is no. 3 a male or a female
- Female

18. If no.7 & no.10 get together, would it be a good thing?!
- ... They dunno each other (:

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
- NYP (:

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
- No long ago (:

21. Is no.4 single?
- I think single ba

22. Say something about no. 3
- I dun really know her well, but friendly, kind & Cute

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
- Impossible LOL

24. describe no. 9.
- Cute, friendly & kind (:

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight
- Console them (:

26. Do you like no.8?
- Yesh she moi beloved Nana meimei


Yesterday i gotten moi Shih Tuz, she was so cute & veri quite. Dun really bark, even she see a cat in front she oso wont chase. She love to stick to hubby alot *LOL* As now she is sleeping in the room. Although she wastn those puppy, as she already 1yr 2months old le. Good that she was paper trained. So whevever she doing her peep peep or poo poo, she will go to the newapaper there & do it. Clever rite LOL. I have took some of her pic, & i think tonite i will upload the pic of her.

And today i shoudl go Bedok to celebrate moi mummy bday de, but yesterday she called & say she will b going Batam so nv celebrate for her till monday den go see her le. So i already order a ice-cream cake for her, but now i think i have to eat it ourselve le LOL. But nvm,



I just finish doing mi & moi hubby de blog. Super long nv update at there le. Finally i updated (:
& oso change the blog-skin too took mi 2hours to do *tired*

Going out for dinner with MIL, Hubby & SIL soon le. Later going to order cake for moi mummy too. 4 more days will b her bday (:

Hubby came back from dota-ing, but he onli play 1 round onli. Mayb later i will ask him go play again ba. if not he at home oso sian nothing to do, play moi psp he oso will sian de. So see how ba weather he wanna go play anot lor (:

So now i going to change moi clothers out for dinner, will update later (:

To: PB

I wonder are u a friend of his or my? If yes, thank for all the concern for u to moi HUBBY. I know what im doing. If as a wife like that still say i tied him down. Den i dun have anything to say le. Care & concern mean is a lock? Even if i tied him down, there will b a reason why i have to do it. No one love to tied a person de. Unless there are something to make him/her to do it. Ya i know that he love to play dota alot. & i should b happy for him to get happy for what he love to do. But he is married not single. THERE IS A WIFE AT HOME WAITING FOR HIM.

Anyway, i veri thank you for all the concern for us. (:

Today wake up at 1plus in the afternoon, den hubby came back from outside. As i should wake up in the morning to acc hubby go out de, but im too tired le wahaha so hubby ask his friend to go with him. Den when i wake up i called hubby ask him where is he:

Me: Dear where u now?
Hubby: Im at friend house playing DOTA *again*
Me: Oic i tot u still at outside, wanna ask u buy lunch for mi de. Den nvm *smiling*
Hubby: Who ask u dun wanna early call mi. I now playing Dota later den come back.
Me: Ok, rem to come back early as later u got work hor.

So he play till 3plus den come back home, rest for about 1hours like that bathe & perpare everything 5pm meet friend go work le. But b4 he go work, i was lying in bed with him till i fall asleep again. Den when he going out time, he wake mi up tell mi he is going to work le. Oh ya, he asked mi to help mi pack his clothers into a bag to bring to work place so that he can go there bathe. But end up i fall asleep *LOL* so end up himself pack it. Den after he went to work i contiune to sleep till 7plus den wake up.

Wake up 1st time i change the bedsheet, sweep the floor & mop the floor too. Den after finish all, i was so hungry but i still didnt eat. Cos hubby say wanna buy Mac for mi to eat when he come back. Den MIL already off work, so she called mi ask mi eat le ma. I say haven, den she say i buy Mac for u to eat wan. Den i tell her hubby later will buy for mi. But she say nvm she buy for mi so later hubby dun need to buy le. Den i say ok (: So waited for about 1hour moi Mac is here. So after eating when to bathe again, cos too sweaty le. Den hubby call.

Me: Dear dun need buy mac for mi le, mama buy for mi eat le.
Hubby: Ok, dear later i came back den go friend house play Dota *Dota again hais*
Me: U ask mama 1st, if not later she will call u & nag u de. *as MIL was bating while i in phone with hubby*
Hubby: U ask mama ans phone.
Me: Mama bathing lei pig *laughing*
Hubby: Den later u tell mama i go friend house play dota ok?
Me: Ok la, u rem to come back early hor. *smiling*

I allow him to go play dota till wat time oso can, cos tml he got no work. So i wont sad or angry with him at all. I will angry will him unless he got to wake up early or got work in the morning. If he work's in the noon time, i dun mind let him go out play till morning. Cos he will get enough sleep. But as what i say b4, i dun like him to play dota till morning den come back home sleep a few hours onni den have to wake up. I see him like that so tired i oso heartpain. He will say nvm de, but as his wife i will heartpain de ma. See moi own hubby so tired. So just now he called again, tell mi he end work le waiting for working bus to drive him back. I miss him alot too LOL

& he oso promise mi that he will bring mi out tml, so will see he wat time back wake le lor. Cos oso dunno what time he coming back later from his dota-ing. Hope wont play till morning ba *LOL*

K la, now waiting for him to come back home, den help mi to take all his dity clothers from his bag to put to wash le.

To PB: I dun mind you say mi that im say an excuse. But i know what im doing. If i really tied him till veri tight, i think he wont b going to his friend house for this 1 whole week to play Dota & even can go KTV with his friends le. So if like that concern him mean that i control him too much den i got nothing to say le. But what u say is oso rite shouldnt tied a guy so tight.

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Yesterday SIL called MIL to complain that she dun have freedom at her In-Law side. Cant use phone or go out. Mayb u ppl will say her hubby control her too much le. But she even complain to the cousin ask her call MIL too. Den MIL come back tell mi, den i tell her. May thier phone bill went up that y her FIL lock the phone.

Ok i understand why her FIL do this, cos when she got married & came back to here & stay due to she quarrel with her MIL & hubby too. Den when u came back here, she keep use the phone to call up chat-line ti find guys out to meet & drink. & even keep go out in the middle of the nite to meet up those drug taking ppl. Even she oso got take too. When she move back, we checked her room. We found a packet of DRUG. OMG, den i tell MIL, she was shock too. Den got one day she came back home to take things, just nice mi & hubby going out soon. So waited her & her hubby to come den we go out. But mi & MIL de room all locked up, cos whenever she come back sure will take some of our clothers back to her place de. Cos most of our clothers all gone to her place le. So when she went to her room to find those drug, she found it gone. Cos she called MIL & ask did MIL touch her things in her room. Den MIL ask her back, what things is that, why i touch. What thing to put lai de. *Pretent that MIL dunno* So she no choice tell MIL oh nothing nothing. But indeed she was guilty to say the DRUG things out, cos she know if she say what will happen. So she went back there & 2 day later called back & ask again. OMG, that mean she didnt even wanna to change at all ma, as she have to take kare her daughter onli not even 1yrs old. Yet she still wanna take those things. Dunno what she thinking. Hais

Now she keep saying wanna come back here & stay, but MIL dun wan. Cos she at there no freedom & have to look after her daughter herself not like here ma. Keep ask us to look after den she goes out meet chat-line guys & meet those drugger. I not stupid anymore, i tell MIL if she wanna me look after can ask her to play mi as babysitter money 1month 5oodollor. She dont even wanna work, den must as well look after her baby la. I rather go out work still got money take rather den stay at home help her look after her baby without any cents at all. IM NOT STUPID.

Hubby oso dun allow mi to look after too le, cos he oso enough of his sister bo liao things le. Everytime quarrel with her hubby, den keep call MIL say wanna move back here. Say at ther no freedom veri xin ku. Den come back here let her touch back those things. MIL not stupid too la. Husband is u ownself chose de, so accpect the hubby that u chose de. Dun complain it. MIL never force you to marry him at all. is u ownself want de. So dun complain that i like MIL de fault. Accpect the road that u chose!

Everyday sleep in the morning & wake up in the evening time. Now moi time is opp, ppl morning wake up i morning den sleep. *Super*

Today whole day at home never go out cos tml Hubby got work so cant go out at all. Now Hubby is at his friend house playing dota dunno till wat time den come back (sure veri late den come back de) 1 more week will b moi beloved mummy bday. Wondering wanna to buy wat cake for her, as i being her out for dinner to celebrate. So precious Xuan will be coming too. I miss her so much lor, last sunday went down Bedok wanna see her de, but end up moi sister brought her out to play. & when she reach home about evening time, bathe & everything den she asleep. Cos she play the whole day make she so tired. So didnt manage to see her. So this coming friday i will b seeing her *happy*

So say till my mummy bday, still think wanna bring her go where eat, cant being her to far place eat. Cos the next moring she got work & i think on the bday her friends will oso ask her out want. So maybe discuss will Hubby, see wat he say. Cos on that day he is the one paying money *LOL*

Oh ya, mummy told mi that Precious Xuan keep asking them to buy PSP for her to play, cos that time she saw hubby play PSP till now she keep saying want a PSP too. So mummy told mi that her bday is coming ( as her bday is on August) so i still planning wanna buy for her about. See how 1st ba, as she onli going 4yrs old lor hehe. As moi bday will b on next month JULY. Is planning to have a BBQ at moi house downstair de BBQ there to celebrate. As is Hubby play for all moi things so good LOVE HIM SO MUCH. As i ask hubby wanna buy wat for mi, den he say dunno ): but nvm watever he buy i will love it. Cos is HUBBY BUY DE.

Nothing to write le, now going to rest & check FB le.


Anyone can tell mi what is LOVE?
(To mi, Love is care, concern, papmer & always will b there for you when u need him/her)

Taqqed by XinCen *cousin*

Bored

1. Real name: Priscilla See X.Y
2. Nickname: Pris
3. Star sign : Cancer
4. Male or Female: Female
5. Pimary school: Northland Primary
6. Secondary school: Yishun Secondary
7. Jc / Poly : Nil
8. Hair colour: Bronze abit gold (:
9. Long or Short : Long (:
10: Loud or Quite: Depend (:
11. Sweat or Jean : Jean (:
12.Phone or Camera: Both (:
13. Health Feak: Nope (:
14. Drink or Smoke: Last time (:
15. Do you have a crush on someone : Yes (:
16. Eat or drink: Both (:
17. Piercings: Left 2 onli (:
18. Tattoo : Yeap (:

Have you ever;

19. Been in an airplane: Yeap (:
20. Been in a relationship: Yes (:
21. Been in car acciden: Nope (:
22. Been in a fis fight: Yes (:

Firsts;

23. first piercing: Forgotten (:
24. First best friend: Erm, Ailing *Lost contact*
25. First award: Yeap (:
26. First Crush: Primary school (:

Lasts;

28. Last person you talked to: Hubby (:
29. Last person yu texted: Beloved Mummy (:
30. Last person(s) you watch a movie with : Hubby (:
32. Last food you ate: FishBall (:
33. Last movie you wacth: Angel & Demon (:
34. Last song you listenyo: Without you in moi blog (:
35. Last thing u bought: Chocolate (:
36. Last person u hugged: Hubby (:

Favourite;

37. Food: Erm quite alot (:
38. Drink: Green tea/ coke
39. Clothing: Erm that feel comfortable (:
40 Book: Marley & Me (:
41. Song: Erm those song is nice (:
42. Flower: Pink rose (:
43. Colour: Purple, pink, baby blue, white & red
44. Movie: Those that i nice to watch (:
45. Phrase: Ok Ok Ok LOL (:
46. Subjet : Math (:

You ever don before;

47. Kissed in the snow: Nope (:
48. Celebrated Halloween: Yeap (:
49. Had your heart broken: Yeap (:
50. Went over the minutes in your cellphone: Yeap (:
51. Someone qns ur sexually oirentation: Yeap (:
52. Come out of closet: Yeap (:
53. Gotten pregnant: Yeap (:
54. Had an abrtion: Miscarriage !
55. Done something that u regretted: Yeap (:
56. Broken a promise: Yeap (:
57. Hide a secret: Yeap (:
58. Pretended t be happy: Yeap (:
59. Met someone who changes ur life: Yeap (:
60. Pretend to be sick: Yeap (:
61. Left the country: Yeap (:
62. Tries something u normally wouldn'y try n like it: Yeap (:
63. Cried over the sillest thing: Yeap (:
64. Ran a mile: yeap (:
65. Wet t the beach w your best fren: Yeap (:

Currently;

67. Eating: Nope (:
68. Drinking: Yeap (:
70. Listening to : Yeap (:
71. Plan for tml : Nope (:
72.Waiting for: Nope (:
73. Want Kid: Yeap (:
74. Want t get married: Im MARRIED (:
75. Career in mind: Yeap (:
76. Which is better than girl/boy: Depend (:
77. Lip or eye: Both (:
78. Shorter or taller: Shorter (:
79. Romantic or spontaneous: Depend (:
80. Nice stomach or nice arm: Nope (:
81. Sensitive or LOUD: Depend (:
82. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship (:
83. Trouble-maker or hesistant: None (:

have u ever;

84. Lot glasses/ contact: Yeap (:
85. Ran away from home: Yeap (:
86 Killed somebody: NOPE AT ALL (:
87. Broken someone heart: Yeap (:
88. Been arrested: Yeap (:
89. Cried when someone's die: Yeap (:

Do you believe in;

90. Yourself: Yeap (:
91. Miracles: Yeap (:
92. Love at first sight: Yeap (:
93. Heaven: Yeap (:
94. Santas Claus: Sometime (:
95. Sex on the first date: Nope (:
96. Kiss on the first date: Depend (:
97. Is there one person u wishest t be with now: Already behind mi, HUBBY (:
98. Are u seriously happy with where u r in life: Yeap (:
100. This is the 100th question and last question

Now taq 10 person to do this:
1.Chrislin
2.Xueli
3.QiuQiu
4.TiaoLi
5.MeiTing
6Auda
7.ShiYu
8.YanLing
9.YingCheng
10.ZhiYang