I be missing you alot, Darron. No matter wat u are always deeply down inside moi heart. I cant hear you voice, cant chat with you, cant hug you, cant kiss you, cant hold you. But down inside moi heart, you are always remember & love by mi always. Cos u are always moi Dear. No one can replace you le.







Today is the 2nd day le, miss him badly. But what i can do is to think & wait for him le. Nothing much i can do le. Juz now cry out again but not like yesterday. Cos really still got abit cant accept that still have to wait for him. Really dunno le. Almost break down, but i remember that i promised him & alot of moi E.Y guys that i have to be strong. As i dun wan them to worry about mi too. The most important is him. Cos i noe that if let him no that i m breaking down at oudside, i think he will be more sad le. As i oso dun wan him to be sad & worry about mi there. Cos i know that at there is not to a nice place to be. & i oso wish to do something for him too. & this the onli thing i muz do for him le.


Dear, Baby will always be strong wan. Because of u who make mi be strong. If not i dunno wat will happen to mi le. Thanx for you love that u given to mi. I, Priscilla promise to love & wait for you to come back wan. Promise given to you, i wont break it at all.









Today eraly morning go C****T & c him, finally i have the chance to see him le. Misses him badly. I feel that he look old le. Mayb at there veri stress. At first i tot that the love of ours already fade le, but den until today when he is going off time. He called mi BABY. Veri long nv heard he call mi BABY le. I m veri happy & sad, cos i dunno when will i get the chance to hear he call mi BABY again. After everything finish i cry out & walk out of the place. I almost break down. After that i when back to clark quay becos today got morning grouping, & i have to go. But be4 the grouping i when to Center Mall outside where there are sea place to relax & cry out. I dun care anymore le, i juz wanna to cry out. & i called Eddie, tell him wat happen. He ask mi one question, will i wait for moi Dear, I tell him that I WILL WAIT TILL HE IS BACK. & he tell him he will give mi fully support mi. Thanx Bro..


When for grouping, is done by our SDM YuanDa, but i got no mood to listen wat he is toking. After the grouping, i walk to Da Shu, & i forget to put moi hp to ring again. When i almost reach Da Shu time, i feel like moi hp ring. When i take out already 2 miss call. IS FROM HIM MOI LOVELY DEAR DARRON. I feel veri sad & hate myself. Y i put to silent mode. I hate it. I keep waiting for his call from the time i walk out there till 2plus. In the end, i nv on ring. I from now cant tok to him le. I cry out. Heart damn pain till i feel like go die. BREAK DOWN at that moment. Dunno wat to do. Onli cr, cry cry cry. In the end, i stop cry. As i ren cos i dun wan E.Y ppl c i cry. But Eric know that i m not in good mood. After he finish his tok... He cum to mi & ask mi izzit i got problem. I tell him later den i tell him. he ask mi i eat le ma, i say i no mood to eat at all. After awhile he ask mi accompany him go to safar. And i go wif him, he tok to mi at there alot of things about himself. I oso tell him wat happen to mi. He keep ask mi to stand up b strong. Dun give up so easy. Achieve wat i wan. He ask mi one question, y i join E.Y. I tell him, bcos of moi nver, him & those who look down on mi de peoples. I wanna prove to them i will make it. He oso tell mi that moi Dear at there oso dun wish to see mi cry or wat. He wanna mi to be strong. I believe too. & he ask mi to cry out 1 time loudly. After this 1time dun cry anymore. & after walk out from the safar door. I tell myself that i wont cry anymore, Bcos i dun wanna him to be sad & worry for mi le. Really thanx Eric for the tok with mi & make mi realise wat i should do le.

Really thanx E.Y guys for being there for mi when i m down. I will be strong & wont give up so easy le.














Today when for morning grouping, quite fun wor. Our SDM keep say joke that make us laugh till crazy.. LOL Really love to work at E.Y le. The ppl there really veri funny lo. Alot of kind of ppl at there sia. But they onli got 1 thing is the same. Will help one another out. Wont leave one another behind at all. That y i love to work there. Today at da shu alot of things happen, juz dun wish to say le...


Tml finally can go c him le, misses him really veri badly. At first his mum dun wanna mi go c him, as bcos she heard someone say that i wif moi bf at clark quay, i was so sad & i cry at mrt. Sob Sob. Den at nite she called mi, cos i ask ryan to help mi take the E.Y things from Xiao Bear house, as i nid to use it. Den after awhile his mom call mi, cos she dun understand wat ryan say. Den she oso ask mi about the bf thing. I tell her i now working at clark quay, & those guys are all moi working friends. Not moi bf at all. Den after that she say ok if tml i wanna go, she let mi go lo. I m so happy. Really wait for this day veri long le. Misses him badly. Really 1month plus never go c him le. Haiz, really wonder how's he le. Heard ryan say, he is fine at there. Den i feel veri relieve le. Wonder wat i m to him now. ISTILLLOVEHIMSAME,NVEVERCHANGETHELOVEFORHIM.





Today went for morning grouping, quite fun wor. But we were late for the grouping. LOL, but quite ineresting at there. Alot of ppl attand the grouping. Den at about 2.15 moi mp called mi. So i have to leave the grouping, so sad haiz. But no choice i have MP. Mp more important. Heez. Today quite smooth for moi PMP. Veri fast & easy. Tml got to wake up early to go for moi Morning Grouping again, but tml will be more fun le HAHA. Den mit Ryan at 1st cabin @ 11am to go office together. Tml will be his 1st day at E.Y. Really wish he wont give up so easy. Let all of us jiayou & help one another to get up.


Thanx moi lovely E.Y guys, today help mi alot alot. Not becos of them all the things wont goes so smooth wan. Thanx. If dun have u all, i dunno will i give done so smoothly wan. Heez

Today is a fine day, but Tomorrow will be a more better day to go on le. I wont give up at all. Cos let all our E.Y guys fight for our things. ILOVEYOUGUYS~









Why must like that treat mi, moi life is so xin ku. Really dunno wat to do. What i have do wrong. No one can help mi le. Being so strong for wat, now i get still kind of thing. WHY WHY WHY. I hate it, but i oso cant do anything le. Have to stay happy, BUT I REALLY CANT. HOW TO BE HAPPY. WHO CAN UNDERSTAND MOI FEELING, NO ONE, NO ONE. HAO XIN TONG.


SORRY TO THOSE WHO CARE, LOVE & CONCER ABOUT MI DE GUYS. I LET U GUYS DOWN LE. I CANT BE STRONG LE. I CANT LE. SORRY. GOING TO GIVE UP LE. EVERYTHING I GONNA TO GIVE UP LE. REALLY FEEL VERI DOWN LE. JUZ LET MI BE ALONE & ALONE TO FACE THE THINGS. I DUN WANNA YOU GUYS TO WORRY ABOUT MI LE. BY THE WAY THANX YOU E.Y GUYS FOR THE SUPPORT LE. I LET YOU GUYS DOWN LE...







Today when to office wow, thanx moi down line Ice who brought mi food to eat... LOL Today when to da shu, tok to zhi ming, alez & ect.... Den at 7 plus when to office for Company Grouping, so sad that moi "sis" YingHui nv come... Misses him wor. Haiz but nvm tml i think can c him ba.. LOL


Today company grouping is so fun wor, learn alot of things from the SDMs. Den next month 2.2.08 will have a happening things going to happen.. Wish the day veri cum. But den hor, i by end of this month i have to hit moi CD, if not i cant get what i wan le... SO I MUZ DO IT TO GET MOI CD BY THIS MONTH.








Cant slep wor... Today when to office, quite fun wor, see moi EY guys... But so bad that i nv c alex & eddie.. Hiaz. Really misses them alot, maybe tml can c them le lo... Today go back there learn how to handle MP... Learn what's PMP... Is quite blur for mi, but i still understand abit lo... Today moi sister yinghui when for appt, but in the end the ppl not in. So the appt cant go.. Feel so sad for him... Mi lei, this week have to find appt le... Cant slack anymore le, have to rush le...


Time passes veri fast, is time for mi to chiong chiong chiong for moi CD le... Haha, by end of the month i have to get moi CD. If not i will ***... LOL & i will prove to you guys that i will comfirm do it wan... I wanna be CD & not DD le... If can ED better la... LOL, but i know that alot ppl dun wan mi to overwork myself due to moi health problem. I know things will happen to mi, but i already look at the worst le... So EY guys dun worry about mi, i will keep goes on wan. & wont give up so easy at all... Becos i know EY guys will always be there for mi. Really thanx them alot alot. I dunno wat words can express moi feeling to them, but onli THANX...


Thurday going QTR to visit moi friend, & oso wish to ask him help mi to pass message to that STUPID xiao bear... How's he inside, wish that he will guai guai & wont create any trouble... Tml is moi friend goes court, but i called the law, he say his court have to postpone. Due to how thing happen... Haiz dunno wat to say about the both of them la... Wont listen wan lo... But really hope this time is their last time le... After they are back, hope that they really change. Cos no one wans to see them to get in & out... Wish Darron, Xiao Bear & Ah Ong will be back soon...








Finally today can go back see them le.. LOL Misses you guys alot alot. Miss the way we tok, laugh, play & joke around wan... Finally is moi crazy time le... LOL...


This few week have to rush le, have to achieve wat i wan by this month. Cant slack liao, if not will die wan.. LOL If not later moi nai pa kill mi wor.. Wahaha

Later at nite den blog again le... Now is time for mi to bath & go back moi lovely office le... LOL...






This few week work work work. Really wish that time could faster pass. Wonder how's he at there. I know at there is not fine at all, but really wish that he could be guai guai. Wonder what m i to him now. M i still his BABY or juz a normal friend. No one can tell mi the ans expect him. But why i write letter to him, till now he dun wanna write back to mi. Really wish that he could write one letter back for mi. I will be veri veri happy wan. Cos really wish to know who m i to him now.


Thanx for all the support you guy give mi. Really feel veri good to work in EY. Cos all the guy there are veri Friendly, cute, nice, funny, & helpful. No matter how's you gonna break down or wat, they will always be there for you wan. That the place i really work till veri happy. Cos we are really like a big family working at there. Joke, play, eat & going out together. Guy really misses you all alot. I will keep on going on, wont break down at all. Bcos you all are all moi support & care that u guys given to mi. LOVE YOU EY GUYS!!!






Really dun wish that things have change


Being 1 month le. Miss him the same. But wat to do. Nothing much i can do ole. Write letter to him, but he nv reply. Dunno wat he wans too. Promise given mi, but maybe going to be empty again. I HATE IT. Why must treat mi like that. What he promises mi, everything maybe going to be gone le. But den i m still glad to have a group of EY ppl there for mi. We are juzt like a big group of family. Really wanna thank them alot. At there i learn alot of things.


I m happy to be part of EY. There alot of fun, joke & alot of ppl is veri helpful. No matter how down you are, they will always there for you. Finally i feel like i have a big good of caring family. Veri long dun have this kind of feeling le. So happy wor. Thanx you guys!!

Zhi Ming
Jian Wen
Ah John
Ah boon
Alex
Alez
Eddie
Wei Xin
Jess
Janice
Ying Hui
Eric
Zhen Hao
&& etc...


Thanx you guys for all the support & care. I will be strong wan. LOVE YOU GUYS!!!





Today i will blog early, cos later going back office for meeting. Now fall sick le, but i still wanna go down office. But is ok for mi wan. Bcos moi office ppl they all are veri friendly & cute. Really love to work there. LOL

But today will be going down there quite late lo. Due to not feeling that well. But den i will work veri hard to get wat i wan de. End of the month comeing le, i will get moi CD wan. Comfirm will get moi CD wan.


Being misses him alot. But i oso cant do anything. Even wanna c him oso can. Hai, dunno what's our relationship now. Izzit i m still his BABY or wat. Really wanna know the ans. But i have been writing letter to him so many time, but he didn't even reply mi. Hai, really hope he can really mi & tell mi. Do he still wanna to contiune our relationship or wat. But to mi what i promises him, i will still do it. I won't give & break the promises that i given to him. Cos i still love him the same.

Really wish that he will write mi a letter to tell mi the truth!!!






Being 1 month never go visit him le. Haiz dunno what is our relationship now. Really misses him badly. But what to do, i cant go visit him at all. Onli can write letter to him, but will he reply mi i oso dunno. But really hope he will reply mi. So that i will really know what is our relationship now.


Being working past 1week. So tried but is worth it lo. At moi company i really learn alot alot of things. And at there i know alot of FRIENDS. At there, there are alot of things to learn from each others. Thanx alot to moi company friends cos they give mi alot of support & let mi change alot. THANX...





Being veri long nv update le, now busy working & working. So tired but to mi i feel veri happy. Cos i m finally not like b4 le. After this job, things really make mi change. I m going to earn lot of money to return back to those ppl who i borrow. Cos i dun wanna own them le. I by next month will return back. Ya i did something that make ppl du lan, but i got no choice. Still wanna say sorry to them. Hope they will understand. But then if they dun wanna forgive mi nvm i oso got nothing to say. Cos is i m the one who did wrong 1st. But i will return back asap.

Starting to be emo again sometime, but thanx to all working friends. Without you all i dunno wat will happen to mi. Really thanx for all of you de support. I WILL BE STRONG & ACHIEVE WAT I WAN DE. I WILL WORK HARD FOR IT. GET WHAT I WAN DE. LOVE YOU GUYS!!!







Being working le. So tired, every morning have to go for morning groupong. But quite fun too, cos at there i know alot of new friends. They are all veri caring & funny ppl. Most are from Northland Primary & Yishun Sec too. Haha. Finally see moi schoolmate le. Start moi career le, Being as DD le, by this sunday i wanna be a CD. And by 2 year i wanna achieve moi SDM & Car too. Haha, i wanna prove to those ppl who look down on mi wan, i will do it.

But still miss moi Dear badly, cant stop thinking about him too. Wonder how's he le. Hai being 3 week nv go c him liao. Really miss him badly. I will be strong till u are back. Cos I LOVE DARRON DEEPLY..






Yesterday when Esplande to watch firework, wif Liqiu, Kaien, lynette & her 3 friends. The firework quite nice to watch. All of people goes there watch. Almost pack sia. We walk & walk & walk juz to find a good view to watch the firework things. I almost cry out when the firework start. Cos i miss him alot alot, wishing that he would be at moi side wif mi watching the firework. But i onli can look at his pic, think that he is at moi side wif mi. In the end, the view is veri good but after the firework finish le. Is a veri bad things, cos we have to walk to veri far den can goes out of the jam place. Hai. But quite fun too...


After walk out of the jam place, i went to boat quay. Mit Charles, kaili & peter & their friends. We went to 3 pub, but i juz went into 2 onli. The 3rd wan i never go cos till 9am, so sian lo. At boat quay quite fun, sing, dance, drink & play. When down there know quite alot of new friend. But i did cry at boat quay. Yesterday alot of things happen too. Hais Y a new year have to make us cry in the 1st day le. Y Y Y Y. I juz wanna live the life now. Waiting for moi Dear back. That all. But why cant he understand. I know he care & like mi. But i already tell him alot of time le, moi heart onli got moi Dear & no one else le. I juz wish that he will understand, & find a better gals k. & Charles too, hope he dun make himself so xin ku le. Not yours no matter how hard you try or wat. She dun wanna be wif you, you oso cant force her wan. If you really love her or wat, when you c her happy, you will oso happy le. Not that the person you love have to be with her/him. Ok i stop the Boat Quay things le.


A New Year have come, but i feel nothing of New Year mood. Maybe because i miss him damn badly. Cant do anything to, expect look at his pic. Left 8 more days the result will come le. Wish that onli 5 to 6 years. I know that 5 to 6 years is not short & long. But i will still wait for him back wan. No matter how tough the way is. Because of him, everything i do for him i feel worth it. Cos I deeply love him in heart. Being with him less den 1month, but i oso dunno how come the feeling so strong. Maybe love is like that, no one know at all. But i m glad that i have a Bf which is him who really Pamper, Love, Care & give mi the things that i wan. Without saying anything at all. Is truth that when we being together, we look like a crazy couple. Cos we always talk back to each other. Even can tok till put time put place wan. Having him is veri fun. Ya we did really quarrel, but no matter how i make him angry or wat, He will scold & shout at mi, den awhile later we will ave a good tok & solve everything out. Den we wll be ok. Cos we never put things inside our heart wan. What we wanna tell one another, we will juz say out. Becos we wan each other to change. But really miss those days having fun with him wan. Think back about those days, i can smile & laugher. Ya the most imporatnt thing is the, his eye wor. Cos when everytime quarrel or when he scold mi, his eyes will open veri big big. So cute, that why ehen he scold mi time i will laugh den he will say laugh wat. After that he will oso laugh with mi. LOL. Now i oso wish that time will pass veri fast.



Moi wish for 2008
.Wait for moi Dear LaoGong back.
.Wish that this year i will be happy always.
.Moi family & his family member stay health & happily.
.He will be health, fine & guai guai at there.
.Our love wont fade.
.I can earn lots of money.
.Wish moi nver forever stay so happily & health.