Tiring Day&HappyDay~



Today when bugis to buy short & cardagine. Sunday going again to buy clothes. When there around 3pm. Alot people. Too hot at there le. Hehe. Wanna buy heels wan, dun have i like wan. So never buy at all. Sianz. Den after go bugis when to Causesway to watch movie. Wanna watch "Ah Long Pte Ltd" again wan, but at last we choose a veri funny movie. Meet The Spartans is a veri funny & nice show to watch wor. I keep laughing till stomach veri pain sia. Damn funny . Friends out there should go watch this show. Is veri funny. LOL. Yesterday slep veri late den today wake up damn early cos of going out. Sooo tired now. Wanna slep le, but later meeting friend to tok tok. LOL. So ke lian mi. LOL I got alot of pic to up load. The day i when to eat at Marina Square & Seoul Garden. There the pic i eat & cook moi own ICE-CREAM. Wow veri fun. Wanna go there again to eat le. Sooooo yummmmmmmmm... LOL. Friends enjoy moi pic ba. LOL....





Marina Square~






































At Seoul Garden @ Causesway~















The ICE-CREAM that i m eating is done by mi Priscilla~ LOL







Time can never TURN back





Time is a thing that cant TURN back at all. No matter wat u have done or wat is already happen any cant change at all. & life still have to go on. That wat someone tell mi b4, no matter how stress u are is not people who make u stress, is u are the one who wanna stress urself. Den why u guys have to make ir life so stress & unhappy. Why cant u all look on the bright side of ur life. Last few month ago i oso damn stress & sad. Cos something happen too fast & make mi almost breakdown. I almost dunno wat to do. The one who pamper & just being wif him less den a month things happen to him. Make him cant be at moi side for this few years. The past few months is the time i being veri lonely & upset. Make mi lose moi way. Cos he use to lead mi the way, pamper, love, care & everyday being by moi side. & bcos of some problem, All the things gone. I feeling damn pain in heart. Thinking of him alot alot. Keep blaming moiself y i didn't stop him when he tell mi he got a bad feeling that day. But no matter how i blame myself things already happen. & i cant turn it back le. I onli can do is to dun make him worry about mi when he is not at moi side. Try to stay happy everyday. But i no matter how happy i will still miss him. Cos he bring mi alot of memories, those memories onli less den 1month. But to mi is a veri SWEET MEMORIES that he given to mi. Thanx for the memories u given. I will keep deeply inside moi heart & remember it forever.







Why moi frends all leaving mi

Missing Him Badly





I just wake up, cos yesterday morning den slep. When to Ryan house to accompany him. Cos he is going in today le. About 3 & half yrs later den can c him again. Hais, between 2month got 2 ppl when in le. Really veri sad, the most sad is to him. Cos i really miss him badly. Yesterday at Ryan got, Serene, Alez, Eric, Jian Wen, Adrian, Ah boon & etc. All stay there with him for a farewell. Finally i saw moi Baobei mei mei le. Miss her alot, she change alot. But now i hope that nothing will happen to her at all. Cos now on one is at home to look after her & her ah gong le. Hope she will be more guai. Dun let her ah gong worry about her le. I will find some days to go back & see them de. Now i feel veri sad, two ppl leave mi le. I dun wan anyone to leave mi anymore, is veri painfully & sad. No mood to write le. =(







Stay Strong for the sack of moi Family, Nver & Moi Dear





Today sleep till going 7pm den wake up. Wow this few days i sleep till veri late den wake up sia. So song LOL. Maybe next week going shopping. Happy lei, can buy short, shoes & ect le. LOL. But going to spend alot of money sia. But nvm i love ***. Thanx alot. LOL. Wow today lvl up moi Audi le lvl 16 liao. LOL. Now wanna lvl up moi another acc le. Hehe. Den never go anywhere lo, stay at home play computer the whole day wor. Go out oso sian. Dunno go where, Singapore so small no place to go le. LOL. But i next week mostly going back & see moi Baobei mei mei Liin. Miss her alot too. Wonder how is she le. Is there anything make her unhappy anot. Hope she is doing well.





Liin mei, Jie dun wanna u cry anymore. I know that u miss Xiao Bear kor & mi. Jie oso miss Him & u alot too. Nothing much Jie can do le, onli wish that u really muz take good kare of urself k. Dun make mi & Xiao Bear kor worry about u. What u promised mi & Xiao Bear kor u should noe. Jie onli can say, if i can dun cry at all is impossible, cos i too miss him le. The miss that no one will understand de. Ger, Jie now onli can do is try not to cry so much to make u & him worry about mi. Jie will try all moi best to be STRONG GER. So that kor oso wont worry about mi when he not at moi side le. Ger please dun cry anymore k. Jie will heart pain le when u say u cry. I know u are lonely & miss all the days with mi & him. But now u oso have to be independent le. Cos u grow up liao, Jie believe that u can do it wan, & wont make mi worry about u too much le. Remember to study hard k. Jie Love you Mei.







MissingDarron&Katherine





Today never go anywhere too. Wake up quite late around 4plus den wake up. LOL. But i still feel tired lei. Feel like dun wanna wake up, but cant hais. Today heard Eddie's grandma pass away. Maybe sunday or monday going down to the wake. Juz now when to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd again. This the 2nd time i go watch le. Maybe watching 3rd time again nezt week. LOL. I got abit siao le. But say seriously, the show veri funny & nice to watch lo. Even i watch 2nd time, i still feel veri funny lo. So i will tell all moi friends to go show this show. Is worth it. Love the show alot. LOL. But at 1st tot to watch CJ7 wan, but when i reach there to buy ticket, the show already started 12min ago le. So too bad i cant watch. Hais =( Onli can wait till next time den watch le lo. Wonder izzit nice to watch anot. Haha. Ya tomorrow going out shopping. But no money to buy clothes le. Hais. Onli window shopping liao, nevermind la. Oso veri long never go window shopping toooooooo. but scare when i see things that i like cant buy nia. Hais. Must control myself tomorrow haha. K i stop here le. Going to play Audi le. Wanna level up le. So happy. LOL. Byessssss~







MissingDarron&Katherinebadly

Howlongcouldistaystrong


Today never go out at all. LoL. Sleep till going 5pm den wake up. So shoick man. Veri long never slep till go song le. LOL. But i still the same, nothing change much at all. Hais. Miss baobei nver & him alot. Later have to write letter to him le. See he will reply anot lo. Hais., wish he will. Cos i deeply miss him alot le. But dunno wat to write to him, i onli know keep saying i miss him i miss him that all. I oso dunno... -_-" Chinese New Year end le, this 2weeks i didn't even have any CNY mood at all. Everyone is happy to take Ang Bao, but i m not. I oso dunno why, mayb he not moi side. Noone accompany mi go Bian Nia. So lonely this year de CNY. Hais. Nothing much to write today.







MissingDarronBadly<3





Today around 2plus den to bedok to find moi Baobei nver... Missing her badly wor. Den stay there till 5plus to 6plus den when back to Causesway to eat dinner wif fren. We went to Seoul Garden and eat our dinner. Wow veri fun to play sia. Quite nice to eat too, but i didn't eat much. But i eat alot of blow of Ice-Cream. Whahaha, i make myself wan lo. Veri nice sia.. Love the food there, find oneday go there eat again. LOL. But when wanna reach Causesway time in the MRT train i cry. I listen to dear de favour song & think back to all the memories that he given to mi. I feel veri lonely, wish he could be at moi side now. But i know that is impossible. That's why i cry till Woodlands den stop. hais so paiseh sia. But no choice cant control at all le, cos TOO MISS DARRON DEAR le. I promise moi Baobei Mei Mei Liin i wont cry anymore, but i cant le. I being control for veri veri long le. Till i cant control le, if i still control dun cry out. I dunno i will become like wat le. Maybe i will breakdown & MIA ba. Hais, this the 1st time i can think so a guy till so badly till i anytime wanna breakdown le. But i will still try moi best not to cry & breakdown at all. Cos i dun wanna him to worry about mi too, when he is not at moi side. I wan him to know that i will be a strong Baby wan that wont make him worry about mi.



Ya about moi Baobei nver, she getting more & more pretty & cute le lo. Till i wanna kiss her till siao & pinch her cubby face too. LOL. But in the end she is the one who pinch moi face lo. LOL. But when i reach moi ah ma house time, Baobei is sleeping le, so cant bring her go downstair. But i keep kiss her cubby face lol. Wow miss her calling mi MUMMY. But i go back time & she going downstair time. She dun wanna moi sister to carry, keep calling mummy carry mummy carry. But i cant, cos if i carry her. That mean i cant go le. Sp no choice i carry her awhile den pass to moi sister to carry. & she cry but awhile later she ok le. Cos moi sister bring her to watch dogs. That's why she veri fast stop crying le. When i reach downstair i still can heard her voice lo. Damn Da Shen. LOL. Too bad she's moi baobei nver. LOVEHERALWAYS. BAOBEI KATHERINE<3>








Today never go anywhere. Hai, tot wake up in the noon time to go see moi Baobei Nver de. But in the end i wake up at 4plus going 5pm.. LOL damn tired lo. Yesterday slep in the morning about going 7am like that. So de tired. Den today whole day slack at home, never go anywhere, But onli play Mahjong & card that all. Win $2.60 onli. LOL but oso win la. Veri long never play till so quite de Mahjong le. LOL. Like have to be damn slient cant make any noise ar all. Hehe. But i still miss moi Baobei Nver Katherine alot, tomorrow confirm have to go see her le, no matter tired or wat. Cos i too miss her le la. Wanna to hug hug le like hell. Miss her playful & cubby face sia. Hehe, miss her kissing too. The most miss wan is she call mi MUMMY. Missss it alot alot. I going to be crazy le if tomorrow never go see her. I dunno what will happen or do anything le. Hehe. So tomorrow if i never go see moi Nver, frends who tml got mit mi wan will die le. Whahaha. Crazy le mi.. LOL. Miss Baobei Katherine alot alot alot alot. =)







Yesterday nv blog, cos went to shi fu house eat steamboat. Eat till veri full. Haha. Quite nice the steamboat. After eating we play card. But before we start eating. Mi, jianwen, zhenhao & jemery. So ke lian Jemery, kana shoot all the way by them sia. But i oso got shoot him la, but not much then them lo. They shoot him till he dun even know wat his surname. LOL. Quite fun at there. But ke lian him le. We stay there till 4am den we went back home. Damn tired lo. Reach home lazy to bath le, den straight away to koon le. LOL.z,br>






Today should wake up at 12.30 to accompany ppl to ITE wan. But in the end i cant wake up. LOL. So never go, but oso lucky never go lo. Cos the ITE send a message saying his accpect by the ITE le. He so happy. LOL. Finally someone going study back le. LOL. I going 4yrs never go school le. Dunno wat is school life le. But i miss moi Secondary School life & schoolmate. In Secondary life alot of things happen. Alot of happy memories too. Misses moi teachers & schoolmates alot. But now not everyone of moi schoolmate i contact back. Onli some all contact back in Friendster wan. LOL. Friendster so good can let mi find back them. Hehe. Back everyone of us no time to mit 9out, cos due to busy. Hais. Wonder when can mit them out for a drink. Hehe.






Ya tomorrow going back Bedok to see moi Baobei nver, miss her badly. Wanna hug her & kiss her. LOL. She so cubby & playful. Love to play with her alot, keep laughing wan while we play. We two can play till crazy wan. Both of ask dun look like mother & daughter wan. LOL But i still love her alot alot. NO ONE CAN REPLACE HER IN MOI HEART AT ALL. EVEN I DIE.






But i oso miss him alot. Yesterday the train pass by Queenstown, i inside the train cry. Cos i think back alot of memories with him. The memories that no one even give mi b4 even moi ex. Even thought the memories is short, but to mi is deeply remember inside moi heart le. Cos is veri perious to mi. That i will remember it till he is back. No matter we still together wat or, i will still keep it inside deeply wan. Cos he is a guy even let mi have a happy & lovely sweet memories. Pamper & Love mi that much, as we are being together for onli less den 1month. When he dun wanna mi to wait for him that time, i told him b4 if u dun wan mi to wait. Dun call mi Baby anymore. But he still call mi. Cos i did tell him that. I wont give up him & this relationship at all. & i oso dun wan him to give up to. But i dunno about him. Maybe wat people say that, he dun wanna to let mi keep wait & waste moi time on him. But i dun care so much. I juz wanna him to tell mi in front of mi that he really wanna give up & dun love mi anymore. & i will give up i go away. Wont be in his sight anymore. But no matter wat i will wait till he come back then say le. Now thanx for the memories that u give mi to think back, I will remember you that there are SOMEONE THAT I M WAITING FOR HIM TO COME BACK..







Ibeingmissinghimalot



Today nv go anywhere. Stay at home slack & almost whole day play computer. Nothing much to write too. This 2days never blog, no mood ba. Worry about moi Diana Meimei, wonder is she ok le ma. Hais. Y things happen. I wonder why relationship always so hurtful when it come to break up. Why... Maybe LOVE is always like that ba. No one will know what will happen next. Even they can be veri sweet in 1min but another 1min it may turn to bitter. Hais. Sometime feel like better dun fall into relationship better. Cos scare to get hurt le. But when i m with him le, things really change. He make moi life with rainbow, but one of the *IDOIT* guy make moi colourful world become back to black & white. I know who the guy is, i hate him alot alot. But what i can do is to hate him. Nothing muz i can do le, cos things already happen to mi Dear. Now i onli have to stay strong & dun make him worry about mi when he is not with mi. Now in moi life & goal i have to be STRONG. That all i have to do for moi life.



Miss moi baobei nver Katherine alot alot. From New Year Eve till now nv go visit her. Miss her badly. Haiz. Wonder how she is le. I think she forget mi le. But i still happy that when i go see her, she at 1st will call mi Jie. But in the end she still call mi Mummy. Whenever i m sad or wat, i heard she call mi Mummy, u will be happy le. I will forget all the unhappy things. Is truth that when u become a mummy, den when u are sad or tired. Den when u look at ur Baobei, you will forget all the tiredness & unhappy things le. I feel veri xin fu to have a cute & lovely baobei nver. She's a veri cute, lovely daughter which i thanx god to let mi have her. Even i m not a good mummy to her, didn't take kare for her. But i m glad to have her. Wish she will forever stay health, happy & lovely forever. Cos i deeply LOVE MOI NVER KATHERINE. NO ONE REALLY CAN REPLACE HER IN MOI HEART. DEEPLY LOVE HER. KATHERINE MUMMY LOVE YOU.







Yesterday is Valentine's Day... I went to Marina Square to eat dunno wait kind of buffet that can cook & make ICE-CREAM ourself de.. Quite fun sia.. But he cant be at moi side wif mi.. Misses him alot.. That guy celebrate together,, ILOVEYOU. LOL. After eating we when walk walk. LOL. At there alot of things to walk & nice stay to go too.. Yesterday wanna go watch Ah Long Pte Ltd again wan, but so sad no more ticket le.. Hai... Den no choice we have to go walk walk. Bleah=P Den around going 7pm time, we went back... I was damn tiring sia.. In trian fall aslep.. Too tired le. LOL Nothing much to write at all..





Tonite countine ba.. Hehe =)

















Today so boring nv go anywhere cos going to fall sick le.. Hai. Wish he was at moi side but no...... Sad.. Nothing much i can do juz onli wait wait wait.. ILOVEYOU.